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Acknowledgements

     


Iman Maleki

 

Iman Maleki was born in 1976, in Tehran. Fascinated by the art of painting since he was a child, at the age of fifteen Iman started to learn painting under the mastery of his first and only teacher—Morteza Katouzian—who is the greatest realist painter of Iran. Meanwhile, Mr. Maleki began to paint professionally.  I know that Iman will be very happy if you visit his website:

http://imanmaleki.com/index.htm

Iman kindly gave me permission to use three of his images and for this I am most grateful.
 

•     The Shining Lotus Orphanage does not exist. However, Alessandro Vannucci has taken many beautiful pictures at the Osborne House, which is a real orphanage, located in Cambodia. As you read further and discover Alessandro’s adorable photos, you are always invited to visit the Cambodian Orphan Fund. So a big thank you is extended to Alessandro.

•     Another orphanage that I want to mention is, The Center for Children’s Happiness.  I met Mr. Charles Pieters over at Flickr who was willing to share some of his pictures of Cambodia, Laos and this orphanage.  Thank you very much.

•     Ancient Wisdom is a website out of England that has given me permission to use one of their images.  They say that a picture is worth a thousand words and scrolling through Ancient Wisdom certainly brings meaning to this saying.  

•     I want to again say thank you to all the talented photographers over at Flickr who have given me permission to use their photos.  However, use of their imagery is not an endorsement of my book 

•   PBase is another Internet  community where I was introduced to Nick De Marco and his great photographs.  So a big thanks to Nick for letting me use his photos. 

•      Gopak d. d. who lives in Chili and Mathura Lilaprija who lives in Vilnius, Lithuania are two natural born photographers who have given me complete access to their photos of India.  Their candid shots of Vrindavan, India  are the best I have ever seen.

•    Christopher Cotton has a very impressive collection of photographs stored over on Picasa Web Albums.  Spending time at his Cambodia gallery (or any of his galleries) would be a worthwhile use of anybody’s time.  I owe Mr. Cotton a huge, thank you.  He knows why. Thank you, again!

•     Wikipedia has been a valuable source for finding Public Domain imagery.  Thank you.

•    I am also indebted to Bell’s Aviation Museum for allowing me to use one of their photos.  Thank you!

•     The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust (BBT) deserves much praise for preserving the art and wisdom of ancient India, as well as actively encouraging many new projects to unlock her great past. 

•    I want to thank my dear friend, Kris Carlson who gave me some ideas on how this difficult story could be told. Without his input I doubt that I would have written any of this.

•   Having most recently completed Part 3, there are a few more photographers that I want to thank for letting me use their outstanding pictures of the holy city and surrounding areas of Vrindavan.  They are Sudevi dasa, Aishwarya Kumar Varshney, Laksman Poddar,  Suryakant Ajay, Vijay Radhika, and my old friend, Chaturatma dasa. 

•   I am very excited to thank both Tulasi-Tosika d.d. and Purusottam das who have put together a fabulous website with hundreds of pictures of Holy India.  You can visit them on Facebook or go directly to www.kadamba.net.  Besides their photo galleries, Tulas-Tosika and Purusottam das have many videos that you can watch.  Again, thank you for letting me use some of your images

•  I want to thank Haridasa Thakura dasa for allowing me to use a few of his beautiful images of Vrindavan.  

•     I also want to acknowledge the many Christian Saints who have given my life so much inspiration. There are simply too many to mention but there is one, in particular, who I owe everything too.  I cannot tell you her name but because of her deep and simple devotion to Christ; with love and forgiveness beyond comprehension, she blessed me when I needed it the most.  Hopefully this little book will please her.   

•     On a personal note, I want to acknowledge the following:  My sister, Ava Harrison; Charles Berner; my lovely wife, Kay; The Pilgrim; Joan Grant and her book, Winged Pharaoh.  I also want to say thank you to Alexander Kon Berner who put on his editors hat and gave me some good advice.  And of course my deepest appreciation to Shrila Prabhupada and the worldwide Vaishnava society of saints, sadhus, and scholars, led by my hero, Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. 


Ronald E. Boutelle
January 21, 2011
 

 

 

This novel remembers  my friend, Carl Merchant who died in Vietnam.  He was from Corinth, New York [2nd from right]. 


 

 

This book is completely free for your reading enjoyment. Throughout the book the author has interjected as many historical facts as possible to make his book something more than total fantasy.

 

 

Table of Contents - Part One   

Chapter 1: The Search    ...please scroll down to read

Chapter 2: The Signal
Chapter 3: The Dirty Little Secret
Chapter 4: The Letter
Chapter 5: Laos, 1973
Chapter 6: The Ocean of Milk
Chapter 7: Father Mikalson
Chapter 8: The Holy Name
Chapter 9: The Lifeboat


 
 
 

 

F.Y.I.

 

Fact:   In total, 30 B-52s were lost during the Vietnam War, including 10 B-52s that were shot down over North Vietnam, with five others being damaged and crashing in Laos and Thailand.

Fact:   The end of the Vietnam War occurred with such speed that some of America’s finest soldiers were simply left behind to fend for themselves.

Fact:  In one of the most venerated Scriptures in the world, an Ocean of Milk is described.  2000 miles from where this story originates, the largest temple complex in the world was dedicated to this famous ocean.

Fact:  You can read every word of Abandoned without paying a dime.

My story is a religious thriller.  The book opens in a jungle with a group of soldiers and a metal detector trying to make sense out of a tragic event that happened during the Vietnam War. What they discover sets the stage for an even greater mystery.


 

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Part One


 

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The Drama Begins
Abandoned by Ronald E. Boutelle

 


Chapter 1: The Search

 

High from their tree-top lookouts the monkeys were the first to notice the noise. The babies clung even closer to their mothers—the older males moved nervously as they peered through the jungle canopy.

 

photo by: Khairul Rizal

 

 


Down below, the flutter of startled birds could be heard and on the ground the first man could be seen—at first just an odd movement through a patch of morning fog—swinging his machete—quickly moving forward. Behind him, the next man and the next one following him, and even the next one, all had that unmistakable look of North Vietnamese soldiers. Their AK-47s and uniforms made no attempt to hide their presence. Altogether the column of men making their way through the jungle numbered close to twenty. Five of them were Americans—more than one of them panting—trying to keep pace with the swinging machete.

As for retired army officer Jimmy Sutton, this image of the future would have been unthinkable years ago—totally unthinkable. But there were also the unmistakable connections between the past and the present that struck Sutton like a sledgehammer. First: the jungle. Near Laos. Near North Vietnam. He’d been here before. His right shoulder still ached at times from the bullet that had hit him. Probably, he thought, shot by that soldier’s father, who was just a few yards ahead of him. Wouldn’t that be one hell of an irony?

You would think that after so much time his arm would have completely healed. But the bullet had hit the bone. No wonder it still ached. Especially in the damp. Especially in a damp jungle. More haunting memories. Soon he would be struggling against other familiar foes—the relentless attack from millions of insects. Their only purpose in life seemed to be taking part in a gigantic, never-ending feast. These men were now the main course.

 

photo by: Lee251073

 

 

 

Altogether the soldiers made an intriguing sight. Were they going to war? Most of the men were heavily armed. 

No, this story takes place back in the 90s—America and North Vietnam have been at peace for many years. Still, they needed the guards.  After all, you never know what surprises a jungle has in store for you.

No, this was a kinder and gentler group of men making their way toward the mountain. Instead of sworn enemies, these men were officially cooperating with one another. Even so, they were still doing what soldiers do—searching for their dead.

POWs—MIAs—abbreviations that had quickly turned into words, almost too cute to describe Sutton’s grim task. For a number of years, North Vietnam has been assisting the United States in locating the thousands of U.S. servicemen who had been swallowed by this vast and rugged county, never to be seen again. Of course, Uncle Sam knows they’re out there—somewhere—but exactly where?

 

The Joint POW/MIA Accounting Command (JPAC) is a task force within the United States Department of Defense whose mission is to account for United States military personnel who are listed as Prisoners Of War (POW) or Missing In Action (MIA) from all past wars and conflicts.

 


 


So this explains the reason for the column of men slowly making their way forward—frightening the monkeys. However, with some luck they would find it. But it would take a lot of luck—even if what they were looking for was almost as big as a football field. That’s just about the size of a B-52.

 

The Boeing B-52 Stratofortress
photo by: Adrian Pingstone  

 

 

 

For many good reasons America was looking for its dead, but for Jimmy Sutton his mission was even more painful.  Not just because he had fought here—but for other reasons. More secret reasons. Interrupted in thought by the sound of the men up ahead he would have to come to grips with his feelings later. Now a swift stream brought the man with the machete to a standstill. All twenty men stood watching, wondering how they would get to the other side. Lt. Ngo assured everyone that they would find a way.
 
 

 River in Laos
photo by:  Mr.
Charles Pieters

 

 

 

Sutton motioned for his interpreter. “Tell the Lieutenant that we’re going to take fifteen while he sends the scouts out for a look—thanks.”

“Hey Scott, let’s have a smoke.” Scott had been poured out of the same mold as Sutton—both retired military—both the same age—both professionals.

But only Sutton carried the dirty little secret—or, so he thought. He had been carefully hiding it since 1973. He looked at Scott removing his pack and felt the shame.

“Good idea Major.” Soon the other Americans were pulling out their cigarettes, except for the kid. Blake was selected as part of the team because back in the States he was considered one of the best mountain climbers alive. And you’ve got to be young to climb mountains. 

 

Blake On Kettle Mountain
photo by:  Burtonpe   



 


Blake had learned the art after the war—after his dad’s F-4 Phantom had been hit over the North. His Navy jet never quite made it back to its carrier. The men felt bad that they weren’t out there looking for him, but of course they couldn’t. A tremendous splash in Blake’s mind was all that was left to remember his father’s last moments.

Regardless of their difference in age, the rest of the American team felt good having Blake along. Besides the fact that they would need him on the mountain, he reminded the men of their own youth—of their own hopes and dreams that had, so long ago, been put to the greatest test of hide-and-seek that any teenager could ever play—jungle warfare. That’s right, they had been so awfully young—not even twenty years old.

“Hey Blake, why don’t you just climb that tree with your rope and we’ll all swing across the stream like Tarzan?” Laughing at the thought, Blake said that he might have to if the scouts couldn’t find a way to cross it.

“Major Sutton,” Blake said, “we’re really getting into some rugged terrain.  What do you think it will be like up ahead?”

Pulling some photos from his pack, Sutton reached over and handed them to Blake. “Yeah, you’re right about it getting tough. Take a look at that second photo. That was taken by one of our teams three year ago.”

 

Laos
photo by: Ben Visbeek

 

 


Along the base of that mountain is where we’re headed.”  Sutton rolled his cigar between his fingers.

“The Air Force thinks we might find their B-52 over there. But it’s really just a guessing game. Before we came over here I got a briefing from General Samm but even he admitted that their intelligence on this bomber is almost non-existent. It seems that when the missile hit it, all of its communications equipment was knocked out and from the height it was flying, by the time it finally hit the ground it could have hurtled hundreds of miles in just about any direction.”

Trying to find a comfortable spot on the ground, Major Sutton continued. “The only reason we’re going to look there is because of some sketchy report they just picked up from a villager in Cambodia who was told by his elderly mother of a huge American plane. Supposedly his father had heard it headed in that direction when he was just a boy, digging tunnels for the Vietcong. He said he heard it crash.  I guess they feel the story is reliable enough for us to check it out. All I know is that this is one of the most remote areas in all of Southeast Asia.”

“Looking at these photographs, Major Sutton, and looking at what’s actually all around us, I’m really surprised at how out of sync they are.”

“Welcome to Vietnam, kid.” Pete laughed out loud.

Pete was the jokester of the bunch. Even the Marine Corps couldn’t beat that out of him. He was the fourth member of the team. He carried the electronics.

They were all laughing now. Even the North Vietnamese soldiers began to laugh, although they had no idea what the Americans were talking about.

“I’ll tell you what, Blake,” Pete said, “Once, after the war, when I was in Central America looking for traces of a lost Mayan city rumored to be in the jungle—we were given some aerial photographs to follow and I never got so damn lost in my entire life. They had to send out the Honduran Army to find us!”

Again all the men were laughing when one of the scouts returned. Lt. Ngo walked over to Sutton. The interpreter said they had found a fallen tree that could be used to cross the stream. This was good news and within thirty minutes the column of men once again began making its way toward the mountain.

Two more arduous days and mosquito infested nights passed before another morning greeted the tired men—a new day—a new adventure that promised to reveal what each had come such a long way to find. The greatest relief was that after breakfast the tents could be left pitched since Sutton had decided to establish their present location as their base camp. With the mountain firmly planted beside them, from there the men could break out into teams.

 



View from the American Base Camp
photo by: tacosdeojos


 

 

For the next several days everyone would systematically search for any signs of the missing bomber. At least, this was the plan. Blake and two of the younger soldiers would explore the mountain, itself. There was a lot of territory to cover.

Tracy was the fifth and final member of the American search party. He had spent two tours in Vietnam with the Army’s elite SOG unit that operated out of Kontum

At the end of his second tour his best friend, SFC Jerry (Mad Dog) Shriver was killed during a fierce battle. That was in April of 1969. This legend of a man had survived an unheard of 40 missions, deep behind enemy lines.
 



Jerry Michael Shriver


 

 


The pencil pushers at Shining Brass all knew that the men who made up their SOG units seldom survived beyond 20 missions. Anyhow, Tracy had his reasons for coming back to Vietnam.  But revenge wasn’t one of them. When Mad Dog disappeared during the battle, his body was never recovered and some of the men thought he might have been captured. Add to the facts that Mad Dog had saved Tracy’s life more than once—yes, he had his reasons.

Sutton, Scott, Pete and Tracy—each had lost friends in Vietnam and you couldn’t help but respect them for what they were doing. They didn’t have to volunteer for any of this. No—they wanted to. They desperately wanted to. A good soldier never leaves his fallen comrades behind and with a chance to correct the past they were eager for this new day. It wasn’t until several days later, however, that they got lucky.

And it doesn’t really matter who spotted the massive object first because Tracy and Pete were both there when it was found. Actually, it was one of the North Vietnamese soldiers who first saw the thing, quickly yelling for the two Americans to come look. Hacking their way through the dense undergrowth to a small clearing, they stood looking at it—a moment in time they would never forget for as long as they lived.

Since they had agreed to contact the entire team before investigating any major artifacts, using his portable radio to reach Sutton and the others, Pete told them what they had found. The Vietnamese came, too. Within an hour everyone stood in complete silence looking at the unbelievable sight resting on the jungle floor.

“What do you think Major—is it the B-52?”

 

Official B-52 Crash Site
photo by: Jim Flanagan

 

Official B-52 Crash Site
wikipedia

 

 

 

“It sure looks like it Blake. Now that everyone’s here, let’s take a closer look.”

The jungle had covered parts of the downed bomber while other parts of the aircraft were clearly visible. “My God, just look at that thing—sitting here all these years.”

Professional soldiers that they were, the North Vietnamese spread out to secure the perimeter, leaving the Americans to honor their dead. Lt. Ngo remained with the interpreter at a respectable distance, slowly smoking a cigarette as he watched the drama unfold before him.

The enormous jet was in surprisingly good shape—at least what was left of it. The wings and tail section were missing but other than that, Sutton knew that he had found his bomber. Aircraft parts were everywhere.

Tracy was the first to inch his way into the small opening, careful not to cut himself on any of the jagged metal that guarded the entrance. Then it was the Major who slowly disappeared. Scott was next, followed by Pete. Suddenly Sutton stopped dead in his tracks, drawing his .357 from its holster—snake. Outside, Blake could see a slithering object off to his right, obviously disturbed by the approaching men.

 

photo by: Bill Parker

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