It was during a lecture by Charles Berner that I first heard the
Holy Name- Krsna. That was in 1967 at the Institute of
Ability where in attendance were a dedicated following of X-
Scientologist and other California spiritualist, truth seekers and
hippies. Charles was married to my sister. But this story takes
place about ten years later, in 1976.
Sure enough,
there in my hand was a letter from Charles inviting me back again to
California to stay in his newly formed ashram. Timing could not have
been more perfect so I got myself on a Greyhound Bus and headed out
on the first leg of the journey: Saratoga Springs to New York City.
I kept my $1100.00 folded neatly in my cowboy-shirt pocket, secured
by a pearl snap. Once the bus arrived I planned to buy a ticket to
California. About twenty minutes from Port Authority I looked in
great disgust at all the tall buildings, eager for this leg of my
journey to be over as soon as possible.
In my backpack I had a copy of the Bhagavad-gita As It Is
but since it had taken nearly three months to arrive after having
paid for it, I was so mad at the sender (ISKCON)
that I had refused to read it. But not so mad that I had abandoned
it, all together. No, I planned to read it but by God, whoever they
were, they should have shipped what they sold me immediately just like all
the other people I had bought from, through the mail. A week or two
at most. Not three months!
Just minutes before stepping off the bus I thought how nice it would
be to meet some spiritual people and eat at a vegetarian restaurant.
Those thoughts vanished as the bus came to a stop and more
immediate concerns demanded my attention.
Ten steps isn’t far and that’s all I had taken when a young man
approached me with a book (Gopal Acharya dasa). He handed me a
single volume of Srila Prabhupada’s Chaitanya -charitamrta and as I
gazed down at the beautiful picture on the cover I just knew I
wanted it. Without him even asking for a donation I handed him ten
dollars and started to walk away. But then I remembered how I had
just been thinking about meeting some spiritual people and eating at
a nice vegetarian restaurant and since I was very alert to spiritual
omens, I turned around and asked the young man if he knew of a
vegetarian restaurant nearby. This is how a few minutes later by
taxi I first met Jayananda Prabhu who immediately took me under his
wing.
His personality struck me as very pleasant. His voice had a friendly sound which he used to
encourage me. He got me something to eat and since it was
approaching evening, Jayananda suggested that I spend the night at
the temple. Yes, this was where I was, on 55th street, smack dab in
the middle of a Hare Krishna temple and he said I could stay in his
room with him. I remember how we laid there talking for what seemed
like hours.
One night turned into several, my money still in my shirt pocket.
Encouraged by Jayananda I had now agreed to stay an entire week, all the while noticing
how Jayananda was instrumental in providing the woman and children
at the temple something to do. He would come driving up to the
temple entrance in a big
flat-bed truck and take everyone to Central Park for Harinam. I
remember thinking how that was really cool of him to do that.
But then in my mind I started to worry about my money. I told
Jayananda about it and he suggested that I simply leave it with the
temple treasury. I was given a receipt and told that I could come
get my money whenever I wanted it. I agreed and felt better that it
was safe.
During these first few days living in the temple I was always
impressed at the lavish worship of the Deities. I didn’t understand
much but I remember thinking to myself that if there was such a
thing as worshiping God , this had to be it.
The morning services had just concluded when Jayananda came over to
me and asked me if I had seen all my money on the altar. He said
that he had placed it all around the Lord’s lotus feet. Now my mind
really started to race. Trying to remember if I saw my money, I just
couldn’t recall. Trying to put two and two together; Jayananda just
standing there wanting to know if I had seen all my money; trying to
grasp what was happening; thinking how I had left Saratoga Springs
determined to be like an leaf falling from tree, blown here or
there, not to resist; I then began to think that if all my money had
been given to God, how could I possibly ask God for it back?
Later that day Jayananda shaved my head, leaving me a really long
sikha. This is how I joined the Hare Krishna Movement. To this day I
am not sure if Jaynanda’s words about my money being on the altar
was an actual fact or simply a huge transcendental bluff
Several months later I came back to the New York temple, this time
under the wing of Ganapati Swami who was keeping me fully engaged
helping with the day-to-day affairs of the famous Radha-Damodhara
Traveling Bus Program. Again I got to hang out with Jayananda on
different occasions. A time or two he handed me a picture of
Srila Prabhupaada and asked if I would have it laminated for him.
Another time, after his illness was well-known, he spent the entire
night down in the kitchen tearing a stove apart, cleaning every
part and putting it all back together. . He then flew to California
for some experimental treatment. One day I was given a beautiful
8x10 glossy photo of Srila Prabhupada so I had it laminated and sent
it to Jayananda, wanting to give him something that I knew he loved
very much.